I need some inspiration.  Since my last post - which was ages ago - I have been waiting for the inspiration either to fall into my lap or kick me in the booty.  Well, neither thing as happened, soooo...i guess it's time to dust myself off, tell the spiders to find another home and find my inspiration.  Oh!  maybe I'll look under that rock...

attitude adjustment

I feel the need to unburden myself.  Earlier today I was having a darn good pity party for myself.  I am almost 39 years old and I am wondering what the hell I have done with my life.  I look at other women my age, and they have careers, beauty, nice clothes, a perfect home, perfect friends---and I got into the no-no thing to do of comparison and envy.

  I was sharing my feelings of not measuring up, worthlessness and general self-loathing with J, and he said these words that I feel came straight from up above.  He told me that our job here on Earth is not to accumulate things, it is to make a difference in someone's life.  Each encounter with someone should be thought of as a conversation/experience to know the Holy One better.  Even if you help one single person in your Earthly life, if it is what the Holy One designed you for --- be glad and rejoice.

Praise and Glory to you!

I am born!

Yes, I am a brand spankin' new blogger.  Is anybody out their?  Just nod if you can hear me.  AH, AH, AH now you may feel a little sick.  I knit, I eat I am happy.  Wool is my drug of choice.  Pizza is burning and dust bunnies that resemble yarn balls are rolling by my chair.  Catch ya' later.  Goodnight