I feel the need to unburden myself. Earlier today I was having a darn good pity party for myself. I am almost 39 years old and I am wondering what the hell I have done with my life. I look at other women my age, and they have careers, beauty, nice clothes, a perfect home, perfect friends---and I got into the no-no thing to do of comparison and envy.
I was sharing my feelings of not measuring up, worthlessness and general self-loathing with J, and he said these words that I feel came straight from up above. He told me that our job here on Earth is not to accumulate things, it is to make a difference in someone's life. Each encounter with someone should be thought of as a conversation/experience to know the Holy One better. Even if you help one single person in your Earthly life, if it is what the Holy One designed you for --- be glad and rejoice.
Praise and Glory to you!
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